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I sat in the hotel bar, in a booth far in the back. I have been waiting all night to get a glimpse of my boys, Backstreet Boys that is. I heard they were going to be in town so I got a reservation at the hotel they were staying at. And let me tell you they sure know how to live. Well I'm guessing their rooms are a lot nicer than mine, but still. I had my head turned towards the couple playing pool when Nick and AJ came in. When I turned and looked the first thing I noticed was the look on Nick's face. He looked like someone just ran over his dog over something like that. Him and AJ sat at the bar and ordered their drinks. Ok this is it now or never I said to myself getting up making my way towards them, I caught a bit of their conversation as I got nearer.
"Forget about her man, she was no good for you anyway," AJ said putting his hand on Nick's shoulder. Nick sighed "I know Bone, but I cared for her alot and she does this," he said turning the beer bottle around on the counter "There are other girls out there, girls that will like you for you and not your status, you just haven't found her yet," AJ said taking a sip of his beer "What if I never find her?" Nick asked putting his head in his hands. AJ hated seeing his little brother like this, he knew Nick loved her and she betrayed him, betrayed his trust. As I got closer I watched Nick get up from his stool leaving a tip for the bartender and walk out of the bar. I watched him as he left. Who or what had him so upset, I was going to find out. AJ had hoped that this would help ease the pain but it only made it worse, he watched his friends retreating back as I took a seat next to him.
"Is your friend ok?" I asked as AJ turned around in his stool to see who was talking "Yeah he'll be fine...your not a reporter are you?" I laughed "Of course not and even if I was I wouldn't tell anyone." "So are you a fan then?" he asked resting his hands on the counter "Yes I guess thats what you could call me." "Oh I see, so thats why you were worried about Nick then?" "Yeah all my years of being a fan I've never seen him so upset. If you don't mind my asking what happened?" "Well he...she um...can I get you a drink?" "Sure, thanks." I said turning all the way around so I was facing the counter. I told him what I wanted and the bartender was quick, I gave him a smile as he sat the glass in front of me.
AJ and I sat at the bar for what seemed like hours. He told me bits and pieces of what had happened, but I had a feeling it wasn't the whole story. Sure he had just met me but I can be trusted I would never tell Nick's business like that, I care for him too damn much. You see I'm more than a fan I love him, really love him, not in the crazy obsessed fan way. AJ looked at his watch then turned to me "I have to go got to get up early for an interview, um...will you be ok?" "Yeah I'll be fine." "You know what for some odd reason I think Nick would like you, you don't seem like his type, no offense, but theres something about you. I can't quite place it but there's definitely something about you he would like." I just looked at him in shock. Me? Nick would like me? He was joking right? I mean he had to be, then again... "Where are you staying or do you live nearby?" "Actually..." I said getting off the bar stool "I'm staying here, I heard you guys were in town and I wanted to meet you." "Oh ok, you love us that much huh?" he said giving a playful smile "Yeah." "See you later then." I said grabbing my purse making my way to the door "Wait!" I heard him yell as I turned around to be met with his handsome face, and his eyes that were always covered by glasses. Damn him! "Yes?" "What's your name?" "Deanna, but you can me Dee." "Ok Dee, would you like to meet up with me say tomorrow night?" "Sure AJ why not." "What's your room number?" "201." "Really? thats the same floor as us." "Even better..." I said giving him a flirty smile as I left. After I left AJ went back to the bar smiling. 'He's gonna like her' he said to himself before taking a sip of his beer.
Part II
I met AJ just as he had asked and from what he told me Nick was still down in the dumps. Apparently his girlfriend of 2 years had just dumped him saying that she only loved him for his status and money. How could she do that to a sweet guy like Nick? I loved him, sure I was fan but I LOVED him. AJ had thought that Nick and I were a great match, me I didn't think so. I hated seeing Nick so down so AJ decided to let me talk to him to see if I could cheer him up. I hoped I could but I wanted to do more than just talk. I'm sure every fan has had that fantasy of having sex with Nick, I know I have. And I wanted that fantasy to come true. I was betting that this would be my night. I know I was supposed to console him but he was known for that right? And I wanted to find out for myself.
I made my way to the elevator getting on after meeting with AJ, I pushed the button and made my way up. Damn they were far up! It dinged letting me know this was my floor. I got off and headed to Nick's room. I was now standing on the other side of Nick's door actually scared to knock. What if he doesn't want to talk? What if he doesn't like me? Of course he was going to like me AJ had said so if anyone should know he would. I mean after all he's been touring with him for the past 13 years now. I took a deep breath knocked and waited. Nothing, I knocked again. This time when I went to knock again Nick opened the door, he looked like he had been crying. My heart sank for him, I hated to see him so upset. I wish I could just wash all his troubles away for good. "Are you the girl AJ sent to talk to me?" "Yeah that's me, can I come in?" "Yeah..." Nick said stepping aside to let me in. The room was lightly dimmed, I'm guessing that was Nick's mood at the moment. The TV was on very low, and there was a tray of food barely eaten. "Nick..." I spoke up "Are you ok?" "Not really AJ thinks I need someone besides the other guys to talk to about...nevermind her have a seat." he said closing the door as I sat on the edge of the bed. I had to admit his room was rather nice. There was a big bay window over his bed that showed the whole city. I crawled over to the window leaning on the headboard looking out. "Wow what a view." I said as I felt Nick kneel next to me doing the same "Yeah it is, they always give us the best rooms." "Yeah well you guys deserve it, your the greatest band in my book." I said smiling at him briefly before turning my attention back out the window.
"So your a fan then?" "Yes a very big fan don't worry I'm not gonna hurt you, I wanna talk that is if you want to." "Oh I see, your not one of those crazed fans are you?" "No Nick I'm not, just a very big fan who wants to help." I said putting my hand on his as he looked down at it. Nick put his hand over mine and smiled "Thanks. So...do you have a name?" he asked still holding my and gently rubbing it with his thumb. I watched him as I told him my name "The name's Deanna." I looked up into his blue eyes "but you can call me Dee." "I like it it's pretty, a pretty name for a pretty girl." I actually blushed when he said that, Nick Carter, NICK CARTER said I was pretty! Ok I'm dreaming pinch me now! "Dee..." "Yes Nick?" "Have you ever had your heart broken?" "No not yet and I'm hoping never." "I thought the same thing." Nick said letting go of my hand sitting against the headboard as I did the same "I can't believe I fell for her, her lies..." he said resting his head against the headboard "Don't blame yourself you didn't know." "Yeah well I always date the wrong ones, at least thats what the other guys tell me." "Well maybe you just haven't found the right one yet." "Maybe..." Nick said thinking aloud "How will I know when I find her?" Nick asked looking at me "I don't know Nick. You'll know. She'll talk to you when your feeling down. She'll tell you she loves you and mean it. She'll always be there to kiss you, touch you, please you. Actually come to think of it..." "What?" "Nothing." I said shaking my head "No what?" "That actually sounds alot like me." "You?" "Yeah..." "I thought you were a fan?" "I am, a big one but from the moment I layed eyes on you I fell in love with you. I've felt this way for the past 8 years." I said looking at him when I said it "And I don't love you for your money, your status, or your fame. I love you for you. To me your just Nickolas Gene Carter, nothing more."
Nick sat there shocked by what he just heard. Someone loved him, actually loved him. Not for what he had but for who he was. It was too good to be true...
Part III
I looked at Nick as he stared at me. Thoses eyes, those beautiful ocean blue eyes staring at me, it's too much. I couldn't take it. I jumped on him pinning him down passionately kissing him. He returned the kiss wrapping his arms around my waist as I brought my hands to either side of his face. I pulled away breathless looking down at him. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that." "Don't be sorry, just do it again and there won't be any compliants." I smiled down at him leaning down kissing him again softly this time. I felt his mouth move to my neck kissing and nibbling softly. "Nick..." I moaned loving the way his lips felt on my bare skin "This is probably too soon but..." he whispered softly in my ear "I want you." 'Oh god', I thought to myself 'this can't be happening.' "I want you too, make love to me Nick." Nick flipped me over kissing me quickly before getting up and locking the door so we wouldn't get disturbed. Nick climbed back on the bed gently pushing me back looking down at me. "Dee, thank you for loving me." "Your welcome." I said wrapping my arms around his neck pulling him closer. He smiled going back to kissing my neck as I ran my hands through his hair. God! I've always wanted to do that. Nick sat up to take his shirt off, pulling it over his head and throwing it on the floor. "I love your tattoos..." I said running my hands over his chest "But I have one question." "What's that?" "What's with the paw prints?" I asked tracing them with my finger "I lost a bet with AJ." "I figured that..." I said laughing a bit "but I like them." I said still tracing them looking up at him.
He went back to kissing my neck nibbling and licking every now and then. I giggled. "You seem to be enjoying this..." he mumbled in between kisses "I am." "Good cause there's more to come." he said as I felt his lips leave my neck and descend lower "Oh?" I asked as he lifted my shirt kissing my stomach "Yeah." he said looking up at me before unzipping my jeans pulling them off. The next thing to come off were my panties, Nick slowly started teasing me at first then going a little faster "I've had women tell me I'm very good at this..." he said looking up at me from his position "Oh I bet..." I said looking down grabbing his hair in my hand "Oh yeah....Nicky...." He continued his sweet torture as I moaned louder nearing my release. I moaned one last time coming hard as Nick held me down. I was breathing breathlessly at this point "My god Nick....you are good at that...." "Glad you think so."
He climbed back on top of me kissing me. I started to unzip his pants as he kissed my neck. I sat up pushing him back taking off his pants along with his boxers. "Oh my....the message boards don't lie," I thought to myself. There Nick was in front of me in all his naked glory. If the fans could see him now. And he was all mine, for the night anyway. I ran my hand up his leg to his erection, grabbing it and stroking it in my hand. "Oh yeah...," Nick moaned as he rested his weight on his elbows looking down at me "I wonder how you taste," I said licking my lips and taking him in my mouth "Ohhh...." I went a little faster loving the moaning sounds he made as I pleasured him. I kept going as he begged me not to stop. I didn't until I heard him shout "I'm gonna cum!" I took in everything he gave. I looked up at him licking my lips "Mmm....Nicky you look so sexy right now," I said looking at his face and listening to his ragged breathing "Dee....girl you got a skill." "Thanks." "Now...," I said climbing on him pushing him inside me "make love to me Nicky," I said putting my hands on his chest as he grabbed my hips making me move
Nick started to moan as I moved faster on him. "Oh yeah Dee..." "Nick...god you feel so good...," I said tilting my head back
Nick sat up and wrapped his arms around me as I continued to move on him. "Deanna...," he said kissing my neck as I wrapped my arms around his neck "Mmm....yeah, don't stop." "Don't worry honey I'm not planning on it," he said grabbing my face passionately kissing me. I moaned into his mouth for I was nearing my release. "Your close, aren't you?" "Uh huh...," I said still moving on him
He layed me down and we continued in that position. I have to say this man was good, way better than they portray him in the fan-fics I've read. He knew all the right spots and how to work them. I was in heaven, the atmosphere of the room, Nick on top of me making love to me, I had to be. "Oh god...," I moaned as I felt him pulsate inside of me "Nick I wanna feel it, make me feel it...," I was practically begging "Anything for a lady," he mumured in my ear as he picked up his pace. Not long after that I could feel myself letting go screaming his name clutching at his shoulders. Nick was right behind me screaming his own release. His breathing was heavy as he lay on top of me. I brought my hand to his now sweaty blonde hair.
That was the most amazing thing I've ever experienced, and I was hoping it wouldn't be the last time. "Nick?," I said running my hands through his hair "Yeah Dee?" "Thank you for letting me love you." "No thank you," Nick said lifting his head kissing me softly. "Thank you for everything." "Don't mention it, but it was really AJ's doing." "Yeah were gonna have to thank him." "Yes we are." He said kissing me again.